By this Poems End

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By the end of this poem, those, once vibrant
shall slough off in horizons of necrosis.
As I tap out completion,
their summer cedes to countless performances;
actors bow before the closing curtain of Autumn.
The maelstrom of summer-lovers lulls to a murmur
And the great Mevlana’s couplets and Khayyam’s quatrains
Float away on the formations of down-bound geese.
You’ll hear the Doppler shift of devotion’s goodbye
On the whines of the locomotive’s whistle.

By the end of this poem, the thistle fades
from heliotrope to gun metal gray.
The clandestine scent of “once-whens”
Wafts into a future of “now-agains.”
Yet, this new Fall is bittersweet.
Before another undressing of trees,
a red rose blushes in reminiscence.

By this poems end, I’ll be in love
with the chill of an approaching season
wearing the brightest flower in my garden of poetry
One last choke on the rising smoke
as the last painful stanza goes
Into the solemn procession
toward the sacred pyre of leaves.

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Hibiscus Dreams

hibiscusShe’s underhand throwing words with her mouth
The boy leans in past natural borders, to study the agenda in her eyes
He is built like a bent paperclip,
with bottlebrush forelocks, a barracuda jaw.

Between her bare legs, she gently squeezes
a cup of iced hibiscus tea.
She reaches down and lifting it to her lips,
I feel mine part, in thirsting sympathy…

Her upper thighs blush wet with condensation as
The boys eager fingers click on her knee,
like ice cubes in her sweating berry hibiscus,
floral melt cascades down her throat.

Fairy breath lands on my shoulders – my silk overcoat
It makes me dissolve with memory
of my beloved tea picker,
a cocoa skinned Sudanese girl
traveling the road to market in Al-Junaynah,
swaying in the truck bed under a warm sun,
dreaming of red karkadeh flowers
and a paper clip boy.

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Glowing is like falling out of darkness

An old friend Carl Richardson) posted this quote by apparently an unknown author,

“…you see the true color of a person when you are no longer beneficial in their life…”

Rather than traipsing through the jaded past, this set me off to thinking (as I do), I asked myself…am I beneficial? What color am I, what color are you…or am I blind to both?

We create the fiction of another’s life within our own and we walk around our own world as if it was theirs too. We imagine the ghost on an empty stage is real…and that we are real to them. People do not step out of their own lives and into ours, nor do we leave our own; we are slow moving satellites in orbits which take forever to cross again. Why are we such puzzled star gazers?

If we feel lost, confused or alone on the journey, it is only because we let our own lights go dim… we become colorless IF the colors of others is all we seek. We are of no benefit to others EVER, if not to ourselves ALWAYS. You don’t need a “mirror” to see your own reflection; the former is the illusion – your reflection is your self-consciousness. You need only light.

Why so much time with the ghost, than ourselves, with the mirror and not the reflection, why do we romantics toil with non-fictionalizing fiction? You’re in a human world, it’s okay, so’s everyone else – who’s not human to say differently?

Love is a victimless crime, and as repeat offenders it’s inevitably a life sentence. No chance of rehabilitation and those with an attitude find themselves in long spells of solitary confinement. So, I’m amused how we spend more time falling out of love, rather than in.

How futile…Looking for other human colors, when the light of our own life is off.

Glowing is like… falling out of darkness.

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In Vino Veritas

Do not look for revelation in an event,
look inward at the sum of your experiences…
then exhale –
blow them away like a fine powder
into the abyss of space. 
Emptiness, silence…dissolution –
the unspeakable, un-hearable happens. 
Your message finds you in the inhale –
and for a moment, you cannot move…
the next words you speak
are the truth.

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Your Damascene Sword

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You’re too used to your blunted ways
Worn habits of reason is why you stay
So tired of hearing the same arcane
From a heart that cashes in on pain
Grab your Sufi sluicing pan,
Ya Allah, let’s pull the gold of soul by hand
From this parched and grinning desert creek
Sift the dust and graveled speech
Unlearn the ways you understood
Mine the vein, the pay is good.
Trade the bone china we can’t afford
For tin cans, wool, and a Damascene sword. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHrLPs3_1Fs

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What does this poem mean?

She asks me, what does my poetry mean?
Understanding my poetry is something earned
through it’s arduous journey from the shores of your mind
to the plateaus of your heart.

There is no right of passage, no words to honor here.
This poem is just a seductive container,
it’s contents manifest in your struggle to feel love and understanding
from the gift received, not the commodity purchased.

The true poet is the reader,
the alchemist, who can extricate the precious metal from dross.
I unravel my secrets through writing,
your secrets are the ribbons to be pulled from the package.

This poem is just soil,
you are the seed, the gardner, the rain and sun.
Whatever flower within you grows from it’s understanding
is known only by God, then you.

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Broad shouldered lions

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Broad shouldered lions
stand over the ocean’s quietude,
roaring thunder in the surf,
thudding sand laden questions
with salt soaked and matted paws.

Surly supplicants beseech the sea,
whose tides answer only to the sun and moon.
A lions home is the African veldt,
so, go home king of hearts…
The seeker leads and the answers follow.

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Waiting for Dr. Robbins

Absorbed with his iPAD, I’m fixated on his movements; scratching his nose, the glide of his finger over the touch screen.  My son’s shirt is exactly the same color and intensity of the indigo fish that are twitching in the micro-currents of a large coffin sized fish tank.  From somewhere in the waiting room, a wind tunnel of white noise encases me in sterile solitude.   It’s our third visit with Dr. Robbins who is leading the conspiracy to rewire his brain.  I say “our visit” as if someone else shares the brunt of responsibility, the guilt and condolences.  But it’s just me; his mother died a year ago this past January, leaving me to raise him and his sister.  We are sitting in the corner of the room with our computers; I am typing how a mother would be gently soothing him with long gentle strokes to fine textured hair.  He’s playing Mindcraft.  Our hands are busy computing with abandon… waiting for our brains to be rewired; his, by the smiling Dr. Robbin, mine, by the frowning of time.

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Journey Across the Bosphorus

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There is a place where redolent memories sway
On the winds arriving from yesterday
From Remeli across to the Anadolu Feneri
Through the Bosphorus from Marmara to the Black sea
Voluminous vessels cross this straight
With treasured scents for a cargo of fate
Landing none too early and none too late
Just in time to empty the weight
Of thoughts on the shores of moments like this
That receive the waves that reminisce
His 99 names, or the One we seek
All truths reside in the heart we keep.

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Unseen Heart

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“You are sacred to Me,”
speaks a steep disembodied voice,
lifted by the lowly, rescued by the reed,
quenched by the eagle.
She has been delivered to the underworld
from sliding scree, into silence
from the long sigh of a still black flag
Hung for her Eros.
The one raised by no one,
Pounded into poet,
Scorched by doubt
and blessed with scars.
The doubting beloved is dancing
Despairing, the impossible possible.
Her solemn spin stirs open the rose petals
Far away in a waiting redolent garden
That is thirsting a tear from Proserpina,
wept for the company of a nightingale.
The beloved arrives with blood red wine.
“You are the sacred of the sacred
for your heart has eyes
I’ve no wings of fire, nor beast I be.
See my unseen heart
and I’ll return to Thee.”

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