Childs Prayer

1

Love reigns and it quenches, gives warmth as it shines
It dances among us, holding hands across time.

Like rain over mountains, its tears wash them down
Across fans of alluvium, then carving the ground.

 2

It pours into rivers, knitting braids over sands
Like confluent families with interlocked hands,

 That lift you up high, so that you may see
That I’ll love you from God, over mountains and seas.

 3

I’ll not cloud your thoughts with trite explanations
But offer my heart for illumination

 Of bright shiny engines, that gleam along tracks
Through dark nights and tunnels, there again back.

 4

To a home that glows in you,  wherever you are
Like the navigational light, of a boat captains star,

 That guides like a chorus, for all who’ll hear it
From angel to prophet, to your hearts inner spirit.

5

From He who will bless you with the love for another
What He weaves together, nothing renders asunder.

 For love endures life, its frailties and trials
As each of us cries or breaks into smiles.

6

You roam in my prayers, held close little one,
And a house has a door, but a home has none.

So for now, let me hug you, and whisper a prayer
That you can keep with you even if I’m not there,

7

“May God smile upon me, keep my family in sight,
Teach me forgiveness, guide our days and our nights

 Protect me, bring comfort and Lord I thank thee
For the blessing of love, from so many others to me.”

by A.S. M.

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Remembering Coleman Barks

Wbarkse were not listening to a man, hm, we were listening to a CASTLE!  Which we walked inside, our ears as candles, and our hearts became illuminated.

Do so ever love that castle…

 

Coleman Barks wrote a poem about his son (and I can distinctly remember his voice):

‘He said, Benjamin my son said,
Show me the places you have loved,
so I will know them like you have.

I will have to do that someday,
he said when you are gone.

The small things & places
you have not told anyone of,
show me those.

I want your life
inside my life.’

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The voices of hearts and men

The voice of the heart speaks loudly, may it speak over the voices of men.

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They only know war, let them figure it out on their own

Man cries and clings to his dead child

A friend responded to a video of a weeping man being pried away from his young daughter who was dead on a burned out hospital floor.  She was killed by Israeli missile attacks in Gaza, July 2014.  This next paragraph was the response from my friend who saw the video.

“Those people only know war they have been in it ALL THEIR LIVES I can not feel sorry for people who choose to continue in the same direction these countries do.  The US needs to back off and allow these people to figure it out.”

I replied,

My friend, you were moved by the video. Thank you. So, let’s move in the right direction.

I feel sorry for these people because their choices and directions are being made for them. Freedom is not just an American invented right – it is a God given right of all people. And the freedom I choose to live in, is the freedom that is for ALL. And when I see so much senseless death among children, elderly and entire family’s (anyone) being wiped out, I cannot help but feel compassion and a desire to investigate just a bit further; so I can help alleviate the pain and prevent our children having to deal with it.

I’d almost say that your suggestion to “back off” comes about a century too late. But I won’t. Because we cannot isolate ourselves or those in need….ever. Western involvement (U.S., Great Britain, Israel and others) has DIRECTLY led to the current conditions in much of the modern Middle East and certainly in Gaza. We cannot “back off” from a mess we started and exacerbated. I DO agree with backing off military aid and with publically condemning the use oppressive of force and lopsided policy. I do NOT agree with backing off with collaborative approaches to peaceful resolutions.

In case you cannot get to the end of this response, I’ll say it now: A world of peace cannot be achieved by nations who walk away from one another. The ripple effects of human rights violations and war spread far and wide and become the breeding grounds for nothing but resentment and evil… and evil knows no borders. Have you not seen this yourself? We should discontinue arming these regions with weapons and seek to lift oppressive sanctions. We have a duty to mankind. We’ve a responsibility to act as a nation of human beings, not a mob of human nationalist; a responsibility to relieve suffering with diplomacy, basic human needs, and compassion. Not a blithe remark to “go figure it out yourselves” which is not much different then being complicit with violence.

We have ALL known war…from the Revolutionary War to the American Civil Rights movement to the current military activities throughout the world with which we engage (which still continues in this country). We ARE a military nation; Palestine does not have a military and is not recognized as a country by its nearest neighbor (and yes, I know the sentiment is sadly reciprocated). This country entertains (numbs) ourselves with violence on news and TV and theater. Oh, my friend, we are ALL bent on war. It’s time to change….and it starts at home.

While the currently Palestinian region was living in relative peace (under the Ottoman empire), the U.S. was engaged in a civil war that killed over 600,000 of its own citizens. Make no mistake, the Palestinians ALSO know peace and the importance of family AS do the Israeli’s. They do not prefer war, they abhor oppression and their crisis has direct legacy in OUR early Zionism, United Nations activities, western policy and capitalism, and poor leadership decisions through the decades. Palestine cannot figure it out under constant oppression, poverty (>80% impoverished), and internal strife while Israel continues to flourish and expand around it and within it. You’d expect the same intervention if you felt we were being oppressed; just as the Jewish Europeans were given the support of the world (including the Arab nations) through the first half of 20th century. The world has stood with us and others before in many important humanitarian and political actions. If we expect this to continue, we must stand with the world. And the world says, free Palestine. The precedent we would set by relegating the Palestinian people to war mongers (after seeing this video?!) and “backing off” without consideration would be devastating to the world.

Again, a world of peace cannot be achieved by nations who walk away from one another. The ripple effects of human rights violations and war spread far and wide and become the breeding grounds for nothing but resentment and evil… and evil knows no borders. It is our duty as a nation of human beings, not a mob human nationalists, to relieve their suffering with diplomacy, basic human needs, and compassion. Free yourself from the isolation you condone, free Palestine. We are all Palestine, we are all Israel…we are all EVERYWHERE.

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Response to My Letter to Secretary Kerry regarding Gaza

 

I wrote to Secretary Kerry’s office to express my concern over the situation in Gaza…and this was the reply and my synopsis below

I wrote a reply to Secretary Kerry on the Gaza situation.   This was the reply from the State Department.  Clearly, they are getting lots of letters.

I wrote a reply to Secretary Kerry on the Gaza situation. This was the reply from the State Department. Clearly, they are getting lots of letters.

:

“………July 22, 2014
Dear Skip,
Thank you for your message concerning the issues surrounding the situation in Gaza.
We encourage you to visit the following websites for information concerning this topic.
Statement by President Barack Obama: http://www.whitehouse.gov/the-press-office/2014/07/21/statement-president-situation-ukraine-and-gaza

United States Humanitarian Assistance to Gaza:
http://www.state.gov/r/pa/prs/ps/2014/07/229563.htm

Thank you for contacting the U.S. Department of State.
Bureau of Public Affairs Office of Public Liaison………….”

 

Please see these benign, politically correct “incorrect” responses. While I was intrigued with the reply about U.S. humanitarian assistance to Gaza, I still think “they” have missed the point and are merely placating public calls for a response to the insanity with the handcuffs of currency. If money were all it took, the U.S., Israel and the Arab nations could have prevented this human tragedy long ago. So click the links, and take a look at the assistance we are providing through the UN…don’t get me wrong, I am thankful.

But also now consider the President’s statement that was sent to me by the State Department. Here are my takes on the highlights:

The president begins his statement with a worn mantra, “Israel has a right to defend itself against rocket and tunnel attacks from Hamas.”

Still he fails to address the legitimacy of an appropriately scaled military action within Gaza and West Bank or the violation of human rights, international law, treaties, and modern conventions of warfare. (Although this is not a war right? If it were, then Gaza would also have a right to defend itself, no? but they do not and cannot have a military).

“Israel has already done significant damage to Hamas’s terrorist infrastructure in Gaza…” So at what point is “significant damage” enough to make the Israeli citizens feel safe during their “summer vacations” (as one U.S. media outlet reported). How much more significant damage (or is it “collateral” damage) is appropriate to bring peace to the region? What will be done to repair the civilian infrastructure, once the Hamas infrastructure is taken down?

The President expressed, again, “… serious concerns about the rising number of Palestinian civilian deaths and the loss of Israeli lives,” and yet I am distracted by my own efforts to count the number of Israeli civilian deaths (since he seems to equate Israeli combatants with Palestinian civilians). Please report on how many Hamas militant casualties and what defines, to an Israeli soldier, a “Hamas terrorist” at 1000 feet AGL flying at 600 MPH, with a bomb that will blow up a neighborhood the size of yours. Where is the intell coming from about these school storage locations and about the alleged sniper fire from hospital windows (or is it defending the shelled out hospital) and how do we target this at night with bombs (which then blow up bombs)?  If the UN found weapons in a school, are they then the ones calling in the coordinates to the long range munitions teams and air strike fighters? If Israeli intelligence is already within Gaza…can they not find less destructive ways to neutralize this threat? (but I digress)

He calls for a “..cease-fire that ends the fighting and … deaths of innocent civilians, both in Gaza and in Israel.” But a cease fire does not equate to peace – it never has, and never will until terms are specified, addressed, and negotiated; especially with encouragement and cooperation of the superpower countries that brought this trouble to the Middle East to begin with, (read your history).

“Secretary Kerry will meet with allies and partners…” (which I might presume means Israel and not the Palestinian leadership.)  “I’ve instructed him [Kerry] to push for an immediate cessation of hostilities based on a return to the November 2012 cease-fire agreement between Israel and Hamas in Gaza.” But, will he also push for a compliance from both sides to what was stated as terms of the cease fire? The president continues, “…  this work will not be easy… and [there are] some very difficult strategic issues involved…” Is there ever really a “strategy” that overlooks the slaughter of civilians? Children? Refugees? Prisoners? (oh yes, on both sides, for those keeping score).

And then the President immediately skirted the Palestine/Israel issue and the work that “is not easy” and moved to our more easier cold war topics of the Ukraine and Malaysia Airlines Flight 17. Another horrific event indeed.

The remorse the President spoke over this tragic airline shoot-down exceeds in word length his entire addressing of the Gaza situation (sans remorse). Here are the sound bites about the Ukraine and listen extrapolate this in your mind and heart to those of whom in Gaza (and Israel) he just spoke…

“speaking of the extraordinary and beautiful lives that were lost — men, women and children and infants who were killed so suddenly and so senselessly…thoughts and prayers…unimaginable grief…truth is out…accountability…removing bodies without the utmost care…insult to those who have lost loved ones…behavior that has no place in the community of nations….”

Now, I share my sentiments for all lives senselessly lost across the world – and giving the same speech, I couldn’t possibly cover them all either, but IF the Ukraine and Gaza come up within the same series of breaths, as President, I’d certainly extend heartfelt condolences all the way around.   Where is the moral courage to call a spade a spade? Even Kerry was recorded off camera by Fox mocking the “pinpoint targeting” of Israel…adding that we really need to get over there (sadly he wasn’t dispatched until nearly 600 deaths later).

I believe the President is trying to suppress and downplay the “more-difficult- to-deal-with” grief over Gaza and intensify, if not divert, the attention to Flight 17. Which, frankly, is inappropriate to all victims and families…. Grief is not a political ploy.

He continued, “…We know that Russia has armed them with military equipment and weapons, including anti-aircraft weapons …” Aside from double standard of which country responsibly arms another country or separatist faction, we ARE the world’s leading arms supplier. And we “arm” NOT in accordance with who is both in need and entitled to defend themselves, but rather who achieves our national agenda and those other “strategic issues” President Obama spoke of when referring to Gaza.

He is passionate that there is full, unimpeded and prompt access to the crash site for broad investigation by multi-nations, including our own. But where is this passion in Palestine – where we rely solely on Egypt and Israel to term the ceasefire. As the President said, the Ukraine gets a “diplomatic solution” and Gaza gets a “cease fire.”

We are not doing all we can… it’s not just doing “something” it’s doing the most morally right, effective thing. I’d be happy to cover my share of the dollars going into relief for Gaza or to pay through taxes, my national representatives, but I expect more from my leadership.  I expect a lot more.

A friend of mine astutely remarked, given all my passion over current events, “when equilibrium is restored, as it should be, let’s make sure we’re consistent in our outrage, as it should be ………..” Meaning to me that Gaza has set off a new level of awareness within me, that will not go dormant again, when I see such flagrant disregards for humanity.

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God, Truth, and Love

sufidoors

The weary ghost insists that the conversation continue…
You’re asking me for answers.

Being so conscientious, I’ll do my best
to stay awake and talk, but it’s gibberish.

I miss days of talking through an entire night – into oblivion –
until the sun lights a blue line across the horizon.

Babbling until the air flees into zephyrs and we snap awake….
only to slumber the entire day in borrowed repose.

We humans were made to be commanded by our hearts.
This shell I haul around was a consequence; a cloak with which to hide me among others.

True love is to remain hidden among the mysterious combustibles of the heart,
it’s sun-fire leaping upward casting light from the hearth of the eyes.

This is how we recognize love –
by the depth of deep of the hidden light, and the length of the reaching flames.

You say, “I like it when your consciousness is slipping away.
Your heart speaks and it spins silk
and only you can tie bows in the wildly flailing ribbons of flame!”

Leave it to God, the gift wrapper.
Who in turn leaves it to me to unwrap…like a child with shortened breath.

We cannot desire the gift of truth long enough,
before it comes to find us – bursting through the wrapping.

The great gnostics say when we take one step toward Allah,
He takes ten toward us; how am I to love a lover like that?

It’s all within … all within you.
Beauty outside comes from beauty within.

I’m not as bright as the moon, the closest we’ll get to the true light,
But beneath its glow, I too am a reflector of the sun.

Sunlight is all white, and the framework of atoms within the lattices of molecules
assemble and dance to bend such light into a spectrum of colors.

But there is a white light…so pure, which no prism can break into hues.
So white that ink flees the parchment of it’s pages.

Unable to describe with the mind of speech, we are left with unuttered replicas,
and seek and love our journey through others, while not holding them idols.

God wakes us from sleep, but not from dreams.
Hold these illusions wordless in your heart.

Life is a touch, a kiss, the draw of a bow…
A bottom flagon of dreams – overflowing the cup of reality.

I cannot touch the light which illuminates images
Nor touch the images themselves; only their matter.

We are shadows cast by light,
earth cast by breath into clay –

The moon is but a phantom without the sun….
a shadow of the earth.

All we have with which to love others,
is what God leaves us.

That you make it easy to speak, and do not hear my words as tricks of my mind….
makes me, hm, awake but dreaming.

God in everything I do suppose – O’ Hafiz who asks,
“where shall I go, from thy presence. Thou art everywhere.”

Love is a steady wind that erases what we know as soon as we try to grasp it.
It is pre-eternal wisdom, named by God, whispered only to the heart.

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Raw Hands (Palestine)

Child unearthed alive after buried in Gaza by Israeli air bombardment.

After a “warning bomb” through your roof, you are given 58 seconds to run, and 8 minutes to dig your child out from the rubble.  The completely buried child’s darkness and terror notwithstanding, imagine the burning bare hands of these men, digging and scraping through cement dust, jagged pieces of concrete, and cinder. It sucks the moisture out of your skin. And there’s no water nearby.

We are shown these dark shadows, to better see ourselves in the path of light. I will not go easily into the shadows, but if I must to show others, I will – I pray now though, that there are men and women like this to unearth me. My children will dig with their hands, and not bury with them.

Raw Hands

These hands can deliver a baby 
Or be used to write a poem
Our hands can join another’s 
and together build a home.

They can exhume a child, buried alive 
beneath a tomb of rubble, 
Or they can hold a candle steady
Or fan the flames of trouble.

I can use these hands to dig a grave
To embrace the families of the dead
Or throttle another’s life in vengeance
Perhaps a trigger pulled instead.

They can pen a declaration
To stop or start a war
I can clench them into mighty fists
Or open them in succor.

I can point a finger at another
For his poverty or his wealth,
Or I can turn a page in humility
And point a finger at myself.

See, my hands are just like yours
Born empty, pressed in prayer
All applaud their promised land,
But, in the end it’s all our hands, 
                          whose deeds will lead us there.

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Shams

For Shams, there is little difference between the bottom of a well, or the heights of Halcyon.

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Poetry in the Elusive Garden

We pluck sweet and thorny words,
like roses, from the cacophony
and hand them to one another
in the vicissitudes of poetry.
From pre-eternity,
it is we who are plucked from garden of non-existence
to dwell a while in the Garden of Imren.
We all are the wilting flower
in the elusive Garden we seek.

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Change Without Begins Within

It is easy to forget, and impossible to know, that where we are today is the result of a change someone made or failed to make in the past.

These subtle forms of complicity are more treacherous than rotten deeds that precede them.

They taught us in land navigation that the best way to never get lost is to shoot our azimuth (direction we wish to go) at the farthest object in the distance along that azimuth.   “Keep your eye on it, and go.”  Little things get in the way; a tree, a house, a lake, but the same principal applies in circumnavigation.  Pick a mountain peak, a tower, and go.

As we unite to change society as a culture, it’s also important to consider how we engage the tempo of change within ourselves – our individuality.  I may not be the perfect “person” today, but over span of my life, I can become more perfect through recalibration (change) applied to my own behavior.  Extrapolating this across an eternity – if I recognize Karma, and my faith or religion embodies this – then perhaps the entirety of my imperfect life, is redeemed through continual moral recalibration; I become more perfect through the countless soul journeys and incarnations beyond the bounds of This – One – Life.   The reasons of small change today may not become clear until another lifetime.  And even then, the soul we’d become, would know little of what it chooses today… your soul “today” has the advantage of knowing.  Personal change happens in the “now-ness” of being…there is nothing to wait until tomorrow for.

Within our True heart, is the compass of divine direction.  Where is your heart pointing?  Find the true unchangeable heart center, and it will navigate the changes around you.  The unchangeable (immutable Truth) can cause change… can endure change, is the result of change.

 

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