Introspection: Tetrabiblos (short version)

Introspection and a curious awareness of surroundings make for endless fields from which to amass self-inspired knowledge. This awareness does not manifest in words; no, these are only learned approximations of our inner experience (qualia) of the universe. We are conditioned to think by and within the boundaries of popular bodies of knowledge. But the experience of knowledge in the silent center of our “being” comprises the truth we “know.”
Perhaps I too much fancy my own erudition; but with each turn of the page of ancient discourse I read, it seems I merely confirm that my own a priori realizations, apparently not just mine, have withstood the test of time, condition, and socio-cultural climate. These ancient minds did not have the blue prints (or desire) to make rocket ships, but had the knowledge to do so as thinkers. I find it takes more genius to dream of flying than to build an airplane.

I fell asleep reading Tetrabiblos, lying in the sands that comprise the sexy chiffon skirt of Alexandria, when Ptolemy rippled into my dream and asked me, “What do you see when you stare up into a clear night sky?” I replied, “I see stars. What do you see?” Claudius looked up and paused, and said smiling…“Hmm…I see constellations.”

We are all given a brain, sensory organs, and modes of expression; but the real ontology of knowledge flourishes in the ‘experience’ of thinking. With so much concern for subject matter and poetic adornment of words, there are few who explore the dynamics of their faith, for it is this that gives truth to facts.  It is the dynamic itself that remains still for eternity.

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No Small Year (2013)

No small year, he thought. People left the earth by violence, sickness, self neglect; friends of the heart were found, love reborn, spirit awoken.

Confused by bitterness, blessed with forgiveness… he struggled as some turned their backs on him, while others carried him. Where he once fancied himself as a wealthy man, he soon realized himself to be destitute. So he took to sail over oceans within oceans, and discovered fortune in placeless places, but still found the holds of his heart hardly seaworthy of such precious cargo.

In a tavern, set in a distant port, of some distant harbor, he took on a masterful and beloved companion and they read and wrote poetry, smoked sweet pipes, danced on the deck to the nay and tabla, and cleansed in the ancient trade winds. The two wayfarers saw brilliant reflections in the mirror of every still and flowing God-given thing, conceivable and inconceivable. In these shimmered the images of the divine female, child, and male.

An unfolding spirit detangles a wound soul.

A year ends EVERY day, each the luminous culmination of an aeon. Make each days anniversary a timeless and meaningful discovery… Be humble with what you have now, and rejoice in what you cannot carry, let alone fathom. When you are compelled to speak, it is really something great asking you to listen.

 

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My Highway’s Washed Away

This song by DCD swelled this poem up within me –

Prologue:

sitting at my desk,
Criss-cross applesauce
gasping like a dying child.
Dying to flee the corpse of a man.

I, not a child anymore,
Who’s imagination is a broad highway
Layered between the wings
Of a dragonfly

Behind me
Stumbling the furrows
Dust from age trails in the eddies
It is I, running like a child

Wagon wheels gargle and giggle
Ungreased, unglued
Another child watches, and watches
Fingering 99 pebbles in her pocket

Dandelions blink awake
From dust sewn,
Sun pinched wishes
Lost lashes behind me

We, not children,
Chase circles into soil
Tightening the noose
Around the son of the father.

Dragonflies sip
Morning reflections
From a pond surface
My highway’s washed away.

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Two Arrivers Meet

“Though slowly and with pain, the objects of the affections change, as the objects of thought do. There are moments when the affections rule and absorb the man, and make his happiness dependent on a person or persons. But in health the mind is presently seen again,—its overarching vault, bright with galaxies of immutable lights, and the warm loves and fears that swept over us as clouds, must lose their finite character and blend with God, to attain their own perfection. But we need not fear that we can lose any thing by the progress of the soul. The soul may be trusted to the end. That which is so beautiful and attractive as these relations must be succeeded and supplanted only by what is more beautiful, and so on for ever.” – Ralph Waldo Emerson, from his essay “Love”


Skip  The closer the object of our affection to our eye, the more this closeness obscures the sky behind it. In the perfect alignment of celestial realms and human objects, it is the smaller human, however beautiful, who can obscure the vast realms beyond. Love can be one of allowing the foreground of our endeavors to fade into the backdrop of divine destination. If you love what you ultimately attain to, you keep, in this love, all those in the path of procession.

Simply put, an ocean of love can be obscured by a drop of obsession. There is an image of monkey grabbing a fistful of marbles from a jar; swollen from holding so many, he cannot remove his hand from the jar. Unless he takes just One.

Jonathan The Moon can entirely cover up the Sun, due to its proximity to us, even though the Sun is vastly greater in size.


Skip Love and these astonishing eclipses.


Jonathan And what to say of the thumb’s power to even eclipse both Moon and Sun altogether! What can be reached with our hands seems even more powerful to our human obsessiveness than what can be only seen with the eye. The closer the object is to us, the more vulnerable we are to “optical illusions”.

Skip There is an “eye” within the “eye.” One sees the outward nature of things, the other the inward nature of nothing. Perhaps paradox, perhaps flux (Hericlitean Unity of Opposites?) between vision and blindness, perception and deception, true love and true obsession. We cannot submit that a single thumb can deceive all of mankind!

Jonathan  What the inner eye perceives is only “nothing” from the outer eye’s point of view, of which it can see nothing. Actually, from the inner eye’s point of view, it is what the outer eye sees that is nothing, while what it itself sees is everything. The outer eye sees only surfaces, while the inner eye sees the inmost heart of things, beneath the mirage of sensible things. Where the outer eye sees only a mirage, only a treacherous lie in the midst of a brutal desert from which it despairs to drink even a single drop, the inner eye sees an oasis from which it can drink forever. To the inner eye, the mirage that would seduce and betray the outer eye is itself the water of eternal life. Everything in nature is mortal and deceptive as perceived with the outer eye, eternal and real as contemplated with the inner eye.

Skip yes! The truth has a lesser reflection…aesthetics and caricature. As we polish the mirror between the inner and outer and weigh their similarities, so we should find their distinctions. The outwardly perceived carries various scents of a truth known only within; so the astute pay attention to that granted for the outward non-ascetic eye. What is true of the world around us is that which is a manifestation of the world within. One eye is not the enemy to the other… they are lovers in flux. This dialogue is a fine polishing cloth for their mirrors reflection. Yet, we speak of this eye and that eye as if there were a “third eye.” Something omniscient. Horus. This truest vision whispers, “Khamosh,” then she goes silent, as if there was ever a voice at all.

Jonathan The outer form is the fragrance of the inner reality, but only the inner “nose” can smell it 
Skip amin

Jonathan “It is the heart that sees the primordial eternity of every creature” – Hildegard von Bingen
Jonathan Al-majazu qantarat al-haqiqa
(The apparent is the bridge to the real)

Jonathan 

In the orchard a Sufi inclined his face Sufi fashion upon his knee,and sank deeply into mystical absorption.
An rude man nearby became annoyed:
“Why are you sleeping?” he exclaimed.
Look at the vines, behold the trees and the signs of God’s mercy.
Pay attention to the Lord’s command:
Look ye and turn your face toward these signs of His mercy.”
The Sufi replied, “O heedless one, the true signs are within the heart:
that which is external is only the sign of the signs.”
The real orchard and vineyards are within the very essence of the soul:
the reflection upon that which is external
is like a reflection in running water.
In the water only a reflected image of the orchard
quivers with the water’s subtle movement.
The real orchards and fruit flourish within the heart:
the reflection of their beauty
falls upon the water and earth of this world.
If this world were not merely the reflection
of that delectable cypress, the heart of the saint,
then God would not have called it the abode of deception.
Oh happy is the one who has died before death,
for he has become acquainted with the origin of this vineyard.
[Rumi, Masnavi IV, 1358-66;72]

Skip Maselli So going back to Emerson, perhaps then, true affection toward another person, is a bridge to true affection for the One. Hm, what is that poem by Rumi…
Skip Maselli stunning….your quote came up as I was hitting send… the mystics are running this dialogue now.

Jonathan “You may try a hundred things, but love alone will release you from yourself. So never flee from love – not even from love in an earthly guise – for it is a preparation for the supreme Truth. How will you ever read the Qur’an without first learning the alphabet?” – Jami

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Inspired by those inspired by those inspired

A broken heart is in want of that one healing treasure,
like a frenzied moth to die in the candle flame.

There is a painful longing in both –
heart and moth – for the same return.

Let us tread patiently through the ruins
to find the bounty we’d once buried.

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The Baobab

"Under the Boabab Tree" by artist, Carol Howard, Photography

“Under the Boabab Tree” by artist, Carol Howard, Photography

All are in repose.
as a reddening sun sinks
melodiously drowning
into a molten horizon.
My heart gasps in harmony,
“Take me with you”
before our time is gone,
I’ve not the strength to wait till dawn

Long and low shadows of the baobab
yawn and crawl toward the east
millenniums older than the father of Qasim,
tells us, “I have seen some things;
I have felt the slow passing
of many a wanderer
lean upon me wearily. ”

Upended leviathans
with their dendritic branches
high in the Saharan azure
barreled trunks plunging down and down
into the red soil of an aging earth

Swollen bellied lions groan
and roll over in a heap
exhaling the scent of steaming meat,
sweeter to them than the baobab fruit,
that swings on vines from lofty roots

Whiskers red and stained by blood
are tended by busying flies
Claws retracted and kneading through dreams
of lions leading the pride

Sated and in repose I watch
the blood still busy in my belly;
dreams come without words
sans ardent meanings
to fill the souls of predator beings
with a tranquil heart and absent mind
free to drum with Jilbran and Bayazid
to free the pulp of the soul from the rind.

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A Hundred Ways

A hundred ways
to remember the nameless,
stand between the seeker
and that One never to forget.

Ninety-nine abandoned attributes
linger in the faint attar of imbued nostalgia,
wrenched in the twist
of the implacable iron wood.

The variegated visage of the Beloved
dissolves within distraction,
revealing the empty path of veracity
to maundering mendicants.

These, collecting the dust of true essence
on the trailing skirts of their khirqas.
Lives bead and flow down a pillar of paraffin
Rendered free by the heat of a flame
Dancing wild on the tip of a wick.

Lovers come undone;
Into river runs of melted awareness,
convening at the coast of consciousness.
Surrendering to the sea
Where seven continents of meaning marry.
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worthy to love

When you know yourself – I mean truly know
the bone and sinew holding you upright in the mirror.

From felted creases along folded chits of memory
to the dogeared pages of emotional reminders –

when your margins are filled with faded scribbling…
when you know what ails you

and you stop selling it as fodder for attention…
then, you learn to be loved.

Prodigal lovers sweep in like gales
Fraying the tips of each others sails.

These careless wave runners of contraband
Capsize and drown as a woman and man.

Love travels deep in the hulls of a human
yet we are unseaworthy vessels
for such precious cargo.

Tend to the cracks in the architecture
Of bridges that it starts to stir

Be the splash when the glaciers calve
and plummet into the surf.

Moan with self awareness, crumple into mass
Fold and melt into flowing glass.

Tie into braids of confluent streams
And cool into crystals of adamantine.

Love me like you’re the lost puzzle piece in my identity.
What we are unable to discover within ourselves,
we find in the love of another…

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Chanced to Meet a Ghost Writer

I chanced to meet a ghost writer at my door,
her transportation failed just down the road
A sojourning doppelgänger of sorts
…an elusive reflection who in need of a tow.

Transmuting words to wine,
We both sip time to time,
‘Til they foment catharsis
And melt to sublime.

Breathless in afterglow,
From insouciance and hubris,
Words weather to sediment
That we’ll climb to the precipice.

And once at the summit
We’ll cast words adrift
Toast our glasses to flying
And then leap from the cliff.

I read your words by day,
to skirt the wiles of your will
but I know your heart by night.
Leave me, charlatan, to my waking hours,
I know who’s ghost you are
why haunt my spirit in it’s sanctum by the light.

I contravene with tears
in the corners of your eyes,
Guide them back, and kiss their lids
And send them off to hide. In dark whispers,
calling you and calling you
To join them by their side.

Why must you take me with you,
is this protest not enough?
My importune to tender ears,
“I’ve things to do, I must!”

Still you wrap yourself around my world,
My overflowing chalice
And turn the wine to liquid gold,
the ever clever alchemist.

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Overland: Fight the Poet, Love the Master

Morning brings a clearer vision
as the sun makes its assent
And dwells in the blue
Before it’s journey overland.
Under one God,
Our small animations
approximate gestures
of lives arranged
by a benevolent hand.
How gentle their hearts beat
that resound overland.
Charged with the blessing
For every last man.
That rage in our dreams
And to close the abyss;
Conflict along the Ring of fire.
Love binds souls that blend to conspire.
What is that conspires within us
to create events and then ask why?
I’m fighting the poet,
So, who is loving the master.

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