One Autumn Day in Spring

T’was the tears from fullsizerender-ffmorning dew
shed for Autumn’s fate,
gathered on a weary leaf
loosened under season’s weight.
And it is here my story originates.

That leaf, whose trip
began at the tip
of a dry and barren branch
afloat gusty winds,
and boreal rains
down to my patio,
where again,
it smiles
with nostalgic recognition.

That leaf I lifted
whose tears I dried,
Then off to my room
we both did fly
and there with love
and a quiet brush
against my cheek
a kiss, a touch.

Concerned for its fragility
that it may crumble
in my hands,
with caress I placed it lovingly
between the pages of Diwan e Ghalib,
as if his words were threads of silk
tenderly wrapped around the leaf.

This one Spring day
in Autumn went,
as the book was closed
and I reflected when
I found this leaf,
or it found me
deeply drawn
to its intricacy.

Thereafter,
many seasons passed
over trails it tread
through the hearts terrain
A thousand climates adorned this expanse,
not one had shown the same.

A deluge of complaints
shattered by spells of love,
rejuvenating rays of sunshine
torrent nights of intimacy,
flowing in warm red wine.

Then by day embracing
our besotted awareness,
the maundering hours of braided madness,
the draught of thirsting
loneliness…

All this gone, now
returns the fall.
That one last leaf
I’d kept my own,
Which I imagined
I’d always known,
wasn’t mine, after all.

And so,
in an effort to appease,
I settled my debts
with destiny,
and handed it back
to the waiting breeze.

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Candle Shadows

Candle... artwork by Arshia Qasim

Candle… artwork by Arshia Qasim

Hauntings in the tiny hours,
When you wake in the morning darkness
Surrounded by the sparks and sputters of the world,
But yet quite alone in its starkness.

Ghosts of things you wished you had said
To visages and voices of the past
Disappearing on a passing ship,
In a vast
Ocean. And you watch its light,

Pointed in a new direction,
Sink slowly below the dark curve
Of the silhouetted horizon,
Leaving only you and your introspection
And life
Runs
On.

Turn to look at what seeks you.
That which follows those who flee
In chase of the chimera of destiny
Which unfolds unbeknownst,
Beneath our feet
Where night shadow lovers struggle to see
That our path itself is the palpable longing
For a splendid love, replete.

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Wistful Astronomer

Image Credit & Copyright: Colleen Pinski

Image Credit & Copyright: Colleen Pinski

Wistful Astronomer

Still the wistful schoolboy
aspiring to become her astronomer.
Through the long scope of imagining eyes,
I thought to kiss her lips,
perhaps to strike a spire
of light
upon her celestial diffidence.

With my transit and theodolite,
I steadied vigilantly.
Cold steel talons anchored
into this mountain of granite,
yet my soul, a nimbus, drifts asunder.
Had she been my hidden star?
Or am I hers,
I wonder.

I could look no closer
even were her eyes my own.
Through lenses and mirrors
her love is shone,
still I gaze at things
I once wished upon,
now afloat in the ocean,
… shards of halcyon.

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The Bell Tower of Friendship

Painting by contemporary Iranian artist, Nasser Ovissi, 2016 (taken at his home).

Painting by contemporary Iranian artist, Nasser Ovissi (photo taken at his home, 2016)

It is when your attention is elsewhere,
that you are beckoned back to your roots.
You are never apart from this love.
Your heart is not inside of you.
It is elsewhere, and you are within it.
So, where is your heart dear one?

Perhaps I’ve kissed you a thousand times,
each more enrapt than the former.
How many non-kisses perfect a kiss?
I’ll live happily counting
what is forever countless.

I orbit your soul,
climbing it’s granite bell tower
to arrive in your church my beloved,
inside your cool mosque,
inside your warm temple.
I sit at the foot of your heart’s wall
inscribed with musical notation
and I play songs of ringing devotion.

With each bite taken,
I feel the pulsing of hunger.
The fruits of desideratum ripen
without having to.
And this having-to is without wanting.

Your sublime presence
incandescing across the stillness in this room.
It is solitude’s warm hands
softly cupped over my ears.
Is it the sound of yours or my blood flowing?
Your specter glides in this way.

In the comb of your lashes,
I feel the brush of each bending tine.
We are this close, so
whose reflection,
I wonder,
waters my enraptured eyes?

Many small steps
between hearts, yours and mine,
I’d take each one,
to feel this friendship,
your distant presence,
infinite steps,
adamantine.

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Lion and Rabbit

imageI coo with subtle caress
imbued in our words
Aloft, then settling in the currents of my heart
Like the gentle lion
soothing his burnt paw
kneading in the cool softness
of a rabbit’s fur;
His pain pressed tenderly against
wrapped and fragile bone,
for so long
inflicted with the angst of the unknown.
Now I only wish to draw the veil
through the mist,
Await love’s pulling of ribbons
from unopened gifts.

So little time remains,
that I’ve erased its meaning
from anything I can count on.
Instead, time is marked
in the pulsing memory of moonlit ponds,
and blue flame clouds,
And high up night owls.
And by the ticking metronome
to the rise and fall of our breaths,
by angels turning the many pointed star
held in the crypt of my chest.

And interspace. What is this?
Measured by anything not there,
an atom, a planet,
an anywhere.
I have felt greater distance
with one by my side
than I have shared with
your soul across a galaxy’s divide;
A soul that sees mountain ranges
thin as air,
And rivers raging no more than
the silent stream
of a tear.

This love
is a delirious gray moth
in a labyrinth of mirrored passages;
my Beloved is
the glowing lantern hidden
within its center.
I am a vessel of flickering senses
and involuntary impulse…
Whichever way I run toward Her flame,
I find only my own reflection,
for Her light waits cooing around every turn
and I, in flight, burn
And expire
In that unfound flame desired.

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Having Tea in the Fall

menoHearing is different when
coolness fills the
transporting canals of the ears.
I rolled the rubbish bin to the curb,
its wheels sounding different before the
impending Autumn swallows us up.
No longer are we
melting to the ground.
I hear the trashmen coming.

Were you here now,
we’d not be frolicking, no
there’d be boiling,
you’d prepare black tea
quietly,
but for the occasional
spoon clinking against
fine bone china.

Bread goes in
while I’m getting out the butter.
Hot toast springs up, and
we sip over
the edge of each other;
eyes over lips
between euphoria
and pensiveness.
Softening butter,
sweet chutney,
we sip petals off
daisies.

Should we go for a walk?
Should we pour more tea?
No one asks.
We just sit, and sip,
amidst
assembling this puzzle
delicately, fragrantly,
we do this.

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Without Debts and Doubts

sunsetDay dawns without debts,
without doubts,
and later
the day changes,
the wheel turns,
the fire is transfigured.

Nothing is left
of what dawned,
the earth consumed itself
grape by grape,
the heart was left without blood,
spring was left without leaves.

Why did all that happen this very day?
Why was it mistaken in its bells?
Or does everything always have to be so?
How to twist, unravel
the thread, keep on pushing
the sun back to
the shadow.
Send back the light until the night
grows big again with day.

May this day be our child,
endless discovery,
aura of time recovered,
conquest of debt and doubt,
so that our life
may simply be
a pure morning substance,
a clear current.

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Writer in the Artist Studio – This and That

(a story about entering the studios of Nasser Ovissi – dictated on the drive home)

Oh, this sweet exhaustion.
This weariness from wanting,
this fire that burns towards having.

I woke this morning
and went to visit the Artist.
The colors on His gallery walls were alive.
Each portrait poured the water of life
into white woven canvas.
I was surrounded by an eternity,
Wing to wing with jeweled angels
arm in arm with all of burgeoning humanity.

Breathless from a palpating heart,
I walk quite trustfully
into this craft of love that entwines us
and everything we see, and hear, and do;
even among those things that remain hidden
from our deepest perception,
from our senses day-lit views.

Slipping into a ceaseless state of wonder,
swelling with the sense,
that my purpose is to be fully thankful,
that this bears fruit in expressions
that serve all
By this art within,
inspired by the Artful.

I am always transforming
In these threshold doorways.
This is not a road with many stoplights,
this is not even the road.
It is a wide and expensive flatness
the Artist’s studio
going in all directions,
endlessly.
We do not stop to turn or to let others pass,
nor do others stop to let us
for nothing impedes us
on this path.

Happiness birthed by love
is a writer’s cup spilling over,
cascading into an ever thinning
but never disappearing,
veneer of water,
purling outward infinitely.
These ripples do not expire,
it does not evaporate.

When I entered His abode,
it was into a place where my heart
was already waiting.
This is how lovers come up to one another.
Arriving where they had already arrived.
A rekindling of a bonfire spirit,
one that might at times smolder,
but is never near extinguished.

Maulana says that we are moving swiftly down the stream,
and what appears to be trees passing by us on the banks
is just the speed of our vessel leaving this world.

You and I talk of this and that,
these cycles of melancholy and ecstasy.
We see sinuating patterns where there are none.
In the end it is a white light,
in which to feel the spectrum
of all its hidden colors.

There are no cycles beloved friends,
we scintillate in a perpetual state of splendor
here there is no end
and to remain here we need not try,
we simply surrender, you and I.
A writer with an Artist’s eye.

Surrender to the resistance of effort,
Surrender this, for resistance is effortless.
This is what illuminate’s distractions;
and when these distractions lift on the light,
it is one Bliss about us,
it is all One portrait’s
indescribable sight.

We are part of the single thread
that weaves through time
and space
and our part is a whole.
What we want and cannot have,
is distraction, so have
without wanting.

The sweetness of the sugar cube
is not in the cube;
It is in us.
It is not on the tongue,
it is of the tongue.
The Us we seek, seeks us!
Let us turn toward it, not away
It is only ubiquitous Love.

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the word series

1.

Words are the rusted iron locks
on the chest of meaning
within the chest is the hidden key to them all
Silence is the locksmith.
(#25wtT)

2.

A swelling tongue
guides his breath
past parted lips
soft words adrift
warms her mouth
and soothes her throat
in ocean hearts
their dreams afloat
mind races
down river beds
breaching the banks
of what the other says.

3.

What shall we do with these words between us?
Tumbled and polished by mouth and ear
and then beyond our counting,
weathered thin to a translucent veneer,
until their vessel walls dissolve,
their pulsing meaning thus evolved
and you and I are no longer contained,
and our rolling along aboard this train
from I to you
and where there is no longer a you, or an I
or we two.
Where this traveling sentence stops
and the car doors open
and the conductor announces,
“please depart,
this train is no longer in service.”
All is One, One is all
their distinction has no purpose.

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Undressed by the Ocean

undressed by the ocean
humility slips
from her shoulders
down into ribbons
of waves at her feet
flesh from sand
blood from water
boldly stands
Neptune’s daughter
ocean’s edge to oceans edge
where from deep shadows
she extends
then disappears
until dawn again

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